I'm really lying too much.
Lying about being happy. Lying about being human. Lying about being normal...
I really want to talk things out... but if I do so, I will be called weird... I will be turned down... I even upset a really popular and amazing artist called Martith on accident...
I just can't talk to anyone... my family? They will send me to the Girls' homes where I can no longer go anywhere.
My school? They might/will dump me into the private psychologist and make me the worst student and make my face spread around the globe and world, shaming me down till I die.
You guys?.. I doubt my words will be trusted since you guys will lose hope on me.
Secrets are official out, as I said. But I never mention that I haven't officially stamped out my real emotions. My current state, and my current stage.
Yeahm I have a stage... of life. Recently, my family have been suddenly out of shape... things got as worse as when I was 6... my schoolmates turn down and make me feel worthless. And I ha